Ocean's weekend

This weekend is all about Mr Ocean and his team. Found Ocean's 11, 12 and 13 from PPStream and completed it during the weekend. Those charming men. I would never missed Brad Pitt's movie. Catherine Zeta Jones, Julia Roberts.. Gorgeous! Worth to watch again movies.

Year 2009!

It's nice and warm new year eve. Didn't get to sleep the night before, can't drive back after work, afraid that i will fall asleep when driving. It should be fun to hang out with friends for the new year count down party as i usually did. But, i didn't, dropped dead on my bed after back home from work. Just after 1 or 2 hours, i can't sleep coz i'm hungry. Had my usual dinner instant noodles with boiled brocolli and egg. Completed it with a can of Heineken while msn and ppstream. Sound lonely? Nah, it's enjoyable.

When the time getting near, sms coming 1 by 1. Started to feel the joyful of New Year! It's year 2009! Brand new year for everybody in the world. I had been struggling till 12am for a friend who need my companion for her sick and depressed nite.

NewYear resolution:-

1. Stopped being a fool.
2. Careerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
3. Familyyyyyyyyy.
4. Treat myself the BEST........

NewYear gift for myself, a clean house and room, swept and mopped, new cleanup in the laptop drive, a good bargain handbag, wardrobe cleanup!

Brand new day! Fion Koh.

Wish all of you can do the same. Beauty of year 2009!

Uncle hospitalized & operation

Uncle hospitalized due to heart problem and required to have operation immediately. Success operated and need more rest and get well soon.

Why i can't afford my dad to go to private hospital last time? Same ICU, i was there waiting alone with his slippers and vomit stuffs, waiting for doc, waiting for result and seeing the badly injured patients sent by ambulance.

Why he never awake for 3 days? Why he never wake up and talk to me like my uncle did? Why he only left RM20+ when i collected his belongings? Why i still quarrel with him before i send him to emergency room?

Alot of WHY WHY and WHY. But, i can't bring all these back. It's past..and it's haunted me.

French manicure

Today is Dong Zhi, new year for chinese calendar. Looked back to my sa gua days. Tomorrow will be brand new day for me!

I used to apply nail polish and today i spend whole evening to do my 1st french manicure, step by step, layer by layer. Feeling satisfied to look at the result.

Action more than words. I will prove that i really can do it instead of talking and break promises! New year resolution. Live better!

The moment

I read an article from a magazine. What's the moment impressed you in "Sex & The City" movie? The "moment" when Mr.Big proposed to Carrie?

The author think it'll be the MOMENT when Carrie and Miranda hugging together with tears when Carrie rushed from her place to look for Miranda after her call on the xmas eve alone at home under the heavy snow.

Sisters friendship. Whom you can shared everything to them without any secret. About your man private thing, your sex life, your affairs.. Some friends can complete your life with their shoulder to cry on and their advice and not to forget about their time to listen to all your craps. They are the one that you will call them to say, "Hey, ive something to tell you! I'm IN LOVE!!" then both shouted together, and she'll start to ask who is he and etc.... Or more, she'll call you up and say "I AM GETTING MARRIED!!!". This will be the very sweet moment to treasure..

I guess ive different group of closed friendship. Gals and SOME Special GUYS~~~ Abu~~~ hehehe... Thau Wei~~~ hehe.. They had categorized as JI MUI instead of GUY friend.

Beyonce - Single Ladies (Put a Ring on it)

Enjoyable night in Wing's Cafe. The 3 singers with powerful vocal, therefore, me and seng were addicted to their singing. After i back from Wing's Cafe, my mind is still full of music, i tried to search for Beyonce - If i were a boy MV. But, I watched this MV instead. And i addicted to it! It's black and white scene and only 3 black women dancing wearing the swimsuit like outfit. It's so PERFECT! Watching the 3 long legs and butt shaking. I heard the song before, but, not so interested. But, i was so impressed after watched the MV. Recommended MV for the month.

Thx for your consideration

I know i'm childish, i know i'm stubborn, i know i'm self-centered, i know i'm cold-blooded.

Sometimes, i felt i'm very lucky. I've friends who can accept me for what i am. For so many years, i used to missing in action when i had something which is more interested stuffs to explore. I tend to ignore old friends. And i found out that, by the end of the day, those who will find you to talk and listen to you will be your old buddies.

Even though we didnt talk for sometimes, they will still send a msg or call to ask "How are U?" At that moment, what's in my mind ~ "Friendship is beautiful".

Thank you for all who still can accept who i am. I'm useless LAHHHHH... LOL..